What is this I don't even

I've become so bitter, or have a just matured?
Is this what it's like to start getting old? Or am I just a different breed than most other people I know?
There are few people that don't completely disgust me, and Fuuuuuuuck do I cling to those people. They know who they are, and I will try to never let them down.

Over the last two years since I've written on here, I've had a child, become addicted to drugs, conquered drug addiction, been to jail, lost jobs, lost family members to illnesses, and grown.

It's been a hell of a couple years